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::19.2.05:: Bored

Another Saturday night, sitting at home alone. I'm sure my life used to be better than this. I used to have adventures and excitement and good times. I don't know where all that went.

I was supposed to go out and meet up with a group of people for lunch today but, when I got there, I decided I couldn't be bothered going inside. It's so hard to make conversation with people you don't know and I just wasn't up to the effort.

I think that once I believed that these things were worth making an effort for, now I just think why bother? It will only end in the blahs anyway.

Comments:

 

Stop it!
You're sounding like me :-)

 

 

Rae,

I think you're right. When I think about it, I shouldn't feel bad for not going. I mean, if I'm not in the right frame of mind for meeting people then trying to make the effort and failing will only make me feel worse. I think that when I'm feeling stronger emotionally then stuff like that will be easy. I guess you can't force it.

 

 

On the other hand, you may haved forced yourself to go in, made a little effort and ended up really enjoying yourself. It's happened to me, anyway.

 

 

Violet - normally I'd agree with you. Some of the best times I've ever had have happened when I didn't want to go out in the first place. But I also think when you are feeling down, going into a situation that can compound that isn't a good idea.

 

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